Sunday, July 22, 2012

It's time!

I am in disbelief. I can't believe I will be having a baby tomorrow. I am on an emotional roller coaster. One minute I can't wait to get her out, the next minute I sad because I may never be pregnant again. I'm trying to enjoy this last day with her inside me- feeling those little kicks and rolls. I am sure of one thing I feel- GRATEFUL. I am so blessed to have experienced the miracle of pregnancy. The gallbladder pain, c.diff, colds, swelling, all the issues I've had- I would take them all 100 times over. I am so lucky. Tomorrow my dream will come true. I will get to hug and kiss my little girl. I will get to see what DH and I created together. I am so thankful for this wonderful journey and gift.

The past week has been a little rough. My legs and ankles have been swelling a lot. If I don't keep my left leg elevated, it starts to feel like a giant stump and is hard to move. I joked and told my mom she should call me Stumpy. Now I know what people meant when they said to me, "Oh, you're due in July?" I've packed on the pounds this last month, but I have a feeling 10 pounds of it is water and fluid. I also have a raging yeast infection- my second one this pregnancy. I will have to use my final dose of Mon.istat tomorrow night at the hospital. That should be fun. But as I said above, I would do it all over again. Baby girl T, you are 100%- no 200%- worth all of this. I can't wait to meet you!

My last belly pic!

7 comments:

  1. Been following your blog for a bit - I'm so happy/excited for you!!!

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  2. Wow, I can't believe she will be in your arms tomorrow. Can't wait to see pics!

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  3. I am SOOOOO excited for you. I have to admit, I was a bit jealous too when I read the title of your post. :)

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  4. Wow, mama. tomorrow is huge. Sending you hugs and love for your special day!

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  5. Thinking of you and your little girl today. Lots of love!

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  6. She's here! So very happy for the whole T family :)

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  7. Thinking of you guys and hope all is well!! =0)

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