So much hope

It's officially been a year since we started trying to have a baby. I was pregnant for 8 weeks of that time, but that was it. Still an empty ute, still nothing to show for all this trying, except an ultrasound picture at 6 weeks of a baby I will never meet. I'm also approaching my EDD- August 28. I have so much hope for this cycle though. Today is CD11 and we are trying our best to have great timing. If I get pregnant cycle I will be 10 or 11 dpo on my EDD, so maybe I will be surprised with a BFP on that day. Maybe. Also my so-called psychic friend has been predicting that August 19 will be an important day for me since last year. At first she thought I would get pregnant on that date last year, but FAIL, so then when I got my BFP in December she thought I would deliver on the 19th, only 9 days before my EDD. FAIL again. Now, a year later, she is convinced that August 19 is still important. I will ovulate around that date. I don't think I really believe in psychics but a small part (well maybe a big part) is hoping beyond hope that she is right. She just HAS to be right. I can't do this much longer, I just can't. I know many people try for years, but they must be a lot stronger than me.

"Where hope grows, miracles blossom." - Elna Rae
I'm hoping my little miracle comes soon.